Call me Ichigo!

"The power that comes from inside Ichigo could never be stolen"-Rukia to Ichigo's assailants

"Ichigo... they don't know that this isn't enough to make you give up hope. They don't know what kinds of hopeless situations you have overcome! Show them Inchigo! Show them that despair isn't enough to stop you !!!"-Rukia reminding Ichigo of his strength

I absolutely love anime! But beyond that, I love the message behind loss. I watched this video having no idea that it would be the one where he gains back his powers. As I heard the words, I realized that my soul was saying the same thing to me....despair isnt enough to stop me!!!


So grateful how GOD can send messages in different languages that can help in the restorative process. The bible says, we are more than conquerors in Christ Jesus name. I am definitely feeling that right now...devil beware, this child has their breast plate of salvation and sword ready to protect and defend what is mine. and I plan to do it all in Jesus name!

Just Once...I'd like to hear you say "Stay"

Just once I wish he would call instead of texting...tell me how much he needs me instead of saying "im just saying whats up", the truth is I cant love you when you keep yourself completely covered in barb wire, just once I wish he would be honest and say out loud "just stay..promise you will stay with me.

Right now, I find myself thinking of you and trying to fight back the tears. The empty feeling inside of me begs me to cut loss and let go and i do ...cause i want to...yet its so hard to accomplish from day to day. i refuse to believe you this selfish, this absorbed in self pity that you wouldn't just take a stand and tell me to stay. But I guess you did, and i never listened...i never took the time to show that i understood and i cared. life right now is just so scary, and i cant believe once again, your gone.

 http://youtu.be/swTjmWQa4IY