GOD please hear my call....

Sometimes its hard..

real hard to let go of the anger.

I find myself angry that I lost out o my dream

because I spoke out about that which was unethical.

Sometimes the anger come from no where...

other times it is when I am contemplating all that I have sacrificed

to walk that road of becoming a phd...

I thank GOD for being present in my heart,

because it is at those times I remind myself

that my anger proves only one thing

..that I am believing more in the enemies ability to shape my life

than faith that GOD will right all wrongs.

These bruises though raw at times,

are proof that I fought against what what wrong

And when truth and right is on your side...

sometimes the battle takes longer than one might expect.

BUT joy and a resolution will always come in the morning.

Right now I pray for my healing...

the healing of my heart...

the restoration of my faith in people...

a renewal of my faith in myself 

and my ability to overcome people like the ones who

at this very moment stand against me.

I know that my GOD is so much wiser, stronger, and capable than

any evil that should come against me...

I am praying that my heart remains focused on GOD 

and not on what I seem to think I have lost

For the blessings of the LORD always end with a

"yes my child"