I'm so in love with him, its overwhelming. it feels like time has started right from where we left off, except this time there is a warmth in him that was never there before. I love him. But I am afraid to even say it. Things never work out as we plan them in our mind. I think of him daily, his son...as our son...us happily living the dream I dreamed so long ago but love never last the way we imagine it will.
I just wish I knew what he was feeling, what he was thinking. Not sure though if i wanna know, cause knowing leads to doing and I think I am holding on for a reason. His son is so beautiful and when I look at his face, I see a little him but more than that I see a face that could have been half mine as well. ...if only certain mistakes hadn't been made.
I just wish I knew what he was feeling, what he was thinking. Not sure though if i wanna know, cause knowing leads to doing and I think I am holding on for a reason. His son is so beautiful and when I look at his face, I see a little him but more than that I see a face that could have been half mine as well. ...if only certain mistakes hadn't been made.
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Thanks for sharing your thoughts....Be Blessed!